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Post by Susan Peabody on Sept 3, 2022 17:39:38 GMT
As I contemplate euthanasia for my chronic migraines, God has put a new friend in my life. To protect his anonymity, I will call him John. We were born one day apart. We both are in recovery and work a strong program. We both like to talk so we can both practice listening with each other. We are both intelligent and like to teach. It looks promising. The timing is perfect for me right now, so I am optimistic. I am resisting projecting fantasies as that has gotten me in to trouble in the past. My goal is to stay centered in the present.
Susan
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Post by Susan Peabody on Sept 3, 2022 17:40:12 GMT
When you like someone, it is a form of attraction. Attraction is a trigger for me. It triggers fantasies about the future. So, my goal now is Promise #5 "I can tell the difference between fantasies and reality."
On the other hand, as my son said to me once in my early recovery, "Mom, it is ok to dream as long as you let go and let God."
What is helping me stay centered right now is my migraines. I have no happy future unless the neurologist, or God, can help me. They are robbing me of my strength to live at a time when the world is falling apart.
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